Doctors Office

I always wondered why old men were always grumpy when they had to make a visit to the doctor office but I finally realized their reason. It’s from years of waiting in a damn room hearing their doctor speak right outside their door about golf, their kids, or some damn cell bill. I feel like doctors like to make themselves appear busy and hard working when in reality they are just chilling in a room talking shit. Granted, if I had the opportunity to get paid and talk shit all day I wouldn’t mind, but I hear my doctor complaining about the iPhone 4 and how they want it so bad but can’t wait… So screw you doctor cuz this whole post was written on my damn iPhone 4 as I wait for you to come inside…

Ehh..

Been awhile since Ive updated.

So I just turned 20 not even a week ago and I feel as lost as I did when I was a new born. I dont know how but I get these damn Ideas in my head and then never realize how good i really have it. For example, my ex gf, shes a great girl that is gorgeous and probably could have taught me to be a better person, which to me is a thing that someone should always admire. The fact that I can look at her and realize that she has a few tricks up her sleeve I should learn. And the best part is she is the nicest damn person in the world so I even feel worse for breaking her heart. The day I broke up with her I had no real true reason, I wasn’t unhappy, bored, or sexually deprived, i was just lost again. It seems like I fall into this “mind frame” every time I come back home for summer. It is possible because I have to much time on my hands and over think things way too much (and I have always said that girls over think things). Another reason why I am lost… I have no fucking idea what to do in school, its boring, it sucks, and I know I just like building and creating things (wow super unique and innovative).

Summer back home

Its hard to explain a feeling that you are not even sure what it is. Im not depresses nor happy, im not sad nor ecstatic. My life feels as if its in a stand still and idk how to fix it. It has felt like this for awhile and it happens a lot when im not doing anything. I feel like there is no meaning at this point and I want to run away again. I don’t always run away physically but mentally I just go blank and feel as if Im this fucking robot going throughout the day not massing to anything life changing. Not being apart of something or making a difference is my worst fear I guess. I don’t know what I want to do with my life or where I want to live, to me its easier to drop shit and just lay back and not give a fuck… problem is that for some god forsaken reason I started caring about my actions and peoples feelings.

weedandhips:

hazyandromantic:

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Me and my brothers all got the ninja turtles bandannas of our favorite ones… which is the best presents we all can get.. mind you none of us are under 20…

Moody Acquario bathtub with fish tank

esechicoarturo:

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DISTURBING, NEW ZEALAND CAMPAIGN AGAINST LANDMINES.

very enjoyable, that the field of advertising has come a long way, and is able to be responsible for such creations as this one here.

(via weedandhips)

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Merry 420 my tumblr pals

weedandhips:

Susan Coffey.

LOVE :)

College

We party, we drink, and fuck… Sometimes can I just get a cuddle? Naw I’m just playing

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